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Originally Posted by earthmamma
I use to really fight to remember her face. That changed. Not sure when, think it was a gradual thing. Think it was when I begun to trust that part in me that was now "us", I stopped "killing" it off which enabled me to remember much more of the time.
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Wow, Earthmama. It's so interesting to think of it this way. All along I've been thinking that it--visualizing her in between--is something I just can't do yet, like a skill that I don't have that will come with time. (And I imagine it will.) But it never occurred to me to consider that the reason why I can't remember her has to do with my own active and purposeful forgetting. But now that you mention it, knowing myself, that seems even more likely the case.
Anyway, so I'm not completely hijacking Rainbow's thread...Can you tell us, Rainbow, how you're feeling about your attitude about/handling of your current absence from T? And what do you think she'll think about it?
Hugs to you...hope you're feeling better soon!