Wednesday i was depressed.... Thursday i wasnt.
I've gone up, i feel strong and powerful and i'm loving it.
My concentration and attention span has gone and i'm bored of things.
But yesterday, i was tidying my room, something thats exclusive to me being hypomanic, and i was dancing around and rearranging things which i love doing, and i suddenly burst into tears and felt rage like i had never felt before, i threw the hoover out of my room and shouted, and then started elbowing the wall, and then i laid on the bed and cried for about 45 minutes hysterically, the whole time i was thinking, "there is nothing wrong," but i still couldnt stop.
nothing like this has happened before, well it has but it was relevant to how i was feeling at the time, i was actually upset and angry ABOUT something when its happened before.
It feels like my thoughts and my emotions were totally separate.
After i'd stopped crying, i went and had a shower and had a really good day and night!