Whew. Tough day on Thursday. Called my T, and she called me back-I was @ a training for work. listened to me for a while and then told me to just. LEAVE. Even said, I know you, it's worse than you are saying. She said 'let me say this as gently as I can, you have the responsibilty to leave'. And I fully itended to. But then, I saw a partcicpant and was back in there. And soon, I was telling myself, no big deal, this is okay. But I don't know if it was okay. I have been reactive and tearful all weekend, and think I was triggered. And my family and friends bear the burden. Same S different day...So I'm dreading going to T on Tuesday. As luck would have it, we need to change our regular time. Without my even asking, there was a schedule change on Tuesday which allows me to go in late and stay late, just what I need to make the session re-schedule. Arugh!