Hmmm...well, it is very difficult to define "normal", since everyone's definition is probably a bit different. However, I have felt balanced, and at my version of "normal", for sure. Besides a bit of an issue I've been having the past week and a half, my med combo has been working quite well and for the most part, have been feeling 90% balanced. Which is amazing to me.
Try to take things one day at a time and focus on the present moment. Worrying about the future is a waste of time and energy. I hope you find balance today.