nobody really knows where we are going... just have some aim in mind... and sail the waters.

I don't know what normal is.... I don't use the word. I had a nasty episode not so long ago, with *the thoughts*, followed by period of time when i felt nothing and felt empty. I could enjoy things when i was doing something.... but than I felt just empty and felt nothing. Terrible thought occured me that maybe this is the normal.
I do feel at peace most of times though.