Well written and articulated;
Sounds to me like anger also, which is usually from 1.Hurt 2.fear 3. fustration 4.injustice.
I'm guessing hurt, thats the candy store of anger for most of us.
You sound overwhelmed to me. I would , if it was me, step back from societal responsibility, whereever possible that is, and start dealing with inner unresolved issues, through maybe groups, maybe traditional therapy, do a journal daily, learn and practice meditation/spiritual practice(my candystore)and pray to your god.
If nothing else, you can help "find yourself",gain quiet time, and relieve some stress. BB
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