Hello, nelliecat!
Hope we can help in any possible way. You do need to state and explain your needs and wants so we can help. There are so many different kinds of people here on PC. It's really a huge place, with tens of thousands of members, quite a number of whom will turn out to be similar to you in background and problems. For the moment I'll leave it at that.
So you're in Bath! Oh, my. I was in Bath, once, a very long time ago. As a teenager I bicycled through England back in 1961. And spent several days in Bath at that time. It seemed quite lovely to me when I was 16. Hope it's nice for you now!
All of us here are always ready to respond to any kind of message. When you sign on at PC you automatically become the sister (or brother) of all the other members. And you have that kind of call on their time and attention. Don't be embarassed, that's just what we're all here to do. There's always people here, day or night, anytime. To exchange messages or chat or whatever.
Hope things are getting brighter for you! Take care.
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