I hardly slept at all. My "cramps" are really saying hello ... yet I have done quite a bit of work, not backlog but a lot of my current stuff, I have run around after my son who is on school holiday. I have been slow cooking a large pot of vegetable soup. I raked the garden beds because the big dogs tried to wreck it. I cleaned and tidied the tupperware cupboard and then as if I had nothing to do I did the same to the pots and pans cupboard. Oh - and the faucets - cleaned those when they were already clean. And I did none of this with my almost constant underlying feeling of anxiety.
I can never understand myself. I'll be perfectly fine but so lethargic and get nothing done. Then when I am tired and sore I get a whole lot more done. Yet I didn't go to gym, or bother with make-up.
Maybe it is because I am irritable.
Hmmm - just rambling.
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