SarahMichelle, I'm so sorry you are suffering I know it is very very hard not to know when you'll hear from T. It makes every second stressful, because you are always hoping that it will be now, now, now...

I wonder whether you can remember how she disappeared around Easter (I hope I am remembering the timing right) and how distressed and afraid you were, but how you two quickly settled down into your normal relationship again?

How is T's doggy? Did you do any of the fun projects people suggested? Is there any way that could make you feel a bit better?

Sorry if I am suggesting solutions when you really just wanted to be heard. I do hear you