He has booked the time off work and has already got his coach ticket to come up. Maybe I can go out for dinner with him we would be in public. He hasn't texted me back since I spoke about taking things slowly. He talks to me and he says he feels we are meant to be together. What if it all works out and I was stressing over nothing. Maybe I am just thinking worst case scenario. I have deleted 2 guys from my phone this week and feel so much better for doing so. This is my constant battle. I just think cause I am out of work at the moment I am losing my mind in a sense. When I worked none of this happened. I have managed to limit my time online too. I have only been online just over 2 hours. I can't tell my support network as they will go nuts and won't understand.