Thanks beautiful.mess...do you think you will ever bring it up with your T? did you/do you feel like you are hiding something from T? did it get in the way of the session? (you don't have to answer these-I guess I'm just trying to picture how I will feel if I don't say anything)...and that's a great question I need to ask myself...is it the healthy thing to do? Also-and if this gets to close and you don't want to say...was your T not upfront or truthful about there being an emergency-or was the issue more that you didn't hear it from him and had to learn it from his receptionist? and thanks for I'm starting to calm down actually...