sundano68,
Welcome to PC and I hope you get your life back there is a lot of good support here but you should seek professional help with a therapist. Afganistan? I am wondering if you may be battling PTSD and just dont know it. I can tell you when I was first diagnosed I did have depression. Ofcourse St406 if right about the alcohol and many vets used that to cope and don't realize they are dealing with PTSD.

If you get help it will make a big difference, you can live a better life with help.

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