I know this is gonna sound sooooo stupid. However I have to get this out of my system. I think I posted a little bit about this previously. I had session last week Wednesday and it came up that I was writing poetry. She then mentioned as I was leaving that she would like see some of them. I trust T completely with everything. I dont any problem with that content-wise but I get so wierd about people reading what I write. I'm sure that is mostly because I am really hard on myself in this area. I think I actually fear her saying it is good and wanting to vomit. I have always been so willing to step out and do anything thus far that i feel not doing this would a big step backwards. Does that make sense? Not sure what I am looking for but had to get it out.