It's so terribly personal, Secretum. Like it or not, all of our bodies and metabolisms are different in their own ways. Some drugs, like opiates and aspirin for example, have a reasonably stable across the board effect. Others, like for example anti-depressants (sigh), seem to depend almost entirely on other body chemistry factors that differ from person to person. I wish it weren't so. But it does appear to be so. If, after two or three months, you don't seem to have the kind of positive effect you were looking for, in my experience at least, it's time to talk with pdoc again about what might work better.
It's so enraging and frustrating to realize that in terms of psychopharmacology we're still in the middle ages. And we are. Regardless of what anyone says or tells you. There will come a time when this is no longer so. But that time is not yet. All we can do now is keep trying drug after drug after drug, hoping that we find something that has a positive effect on our minds. I'm so sorry. Take care.
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