i know that i have even burned everyone here out but i just cant deal anymore.i just needed to do it i am so darn angry and feeling so horrible and like my life is so completely out of controle.hurting myself was the only way i can gain some sort of controle.i hate me i hate my life and i just dont know what to do i cant say anything to anyone but i guess whatever this is my life.i wish it was over i really do