It sounds kind of weird, to be addicted to oneself. But hey, I got addicted to a person who I never met. My T compared my craving for that person to the craving that someone else might have for heroine. I never could get into drugs. I took acid once and couldn't make it stop. Never took anything hard again. I drink some but never to a point of loss of control, I get violently ill before I get so far gone. I smoked pot a few years ago and the next day went off the deep in at my husband because I lost control while I was high. Can't cope with it. I am a control freak I guess. Nothing triggers me worse then not having any control over something. I hate to feel helpless. To be helpless is to die. Never again. So instead of drugs I get into people and into my one biochemicals. Ha ha. Now that is amusing. what an addictive personality does when it refuses to become a drug addict. lol.
Carrie