Grrr! So I went back through the poems i wrote so far and thought they are stupid she wont want read them. I need to talk to her about it...this idea just feels wierd. I dont know, im not sure if the content would be anything new to her...but who knows. There is knots in my stomach either answer i come up with...show her....dont show her. I HATE THIS!!!! Why do I have to be so hard on myself...this is rediculous.