Still really frustrated, and sad, and angry today.
I'm normally independant, and come and go when I want to, can take my kids wherever they need to be.
Now, I am totally reliant on my husband getting us anywhere.
The only vehicle we have is his truck, which isn't super reliable, but at least it's something.
I am terrified of driving now, and really don't like even riding in a vehicle.

I feel so helpless, so pathetic. I don't want to be this way.
If I lose my license because I passed out, that will mean at least 6 months of not driving, of having to ask for a ride to get anywhere, of basically being homebound.

This thought scares the hell out of me. I don't do well when I can't get out. I get severely depressed. I don't want to do it again. I don't know if I can survive it (especially since it will be during the winter, super cold, very snowy months...)