Your right therapy is work but it's a healthy kinda work. Obviously Im not a professional but I really think you should give it a try. Not to say your quality of life is bad but if your desire is to sit in a hole until you die maybe this therapiat can you help you build a better quality of life for yourself so you will see more to live for. Therapy has definitely helped me improve my life so I saw more to live for. I am not familiar with all the workings of government involvement so I cant help you there.

Just consider the idea...