Thanks Porcupine !

I think once I find a combo of medications that actually get me in a more stable condition I could sit and say " ok im gaining ridiculous weight BUT im feeling stable and coping with life and not up and down a hundred times a day" but im not even close so im ranting and raving about weight gain ... may not seem like a big deal to somepeople ( my husband thinks its fine if i gain weight) I have tried to explain to him how so many people have gained large amounts of weight only to add MORE health problems ontop of what they already have

I see threads about the hell of large weightgains on this site practically daily .. I personally think the doctors need to hand us a script for a mood stabilizer and then hand over one for a diet pill that will reverse the weight gain that seems impossible to avoid ...

Sorry i had to rant also

Wishing you peace and love