Thread: Is there something you'd like to tell your therapist but you can't?
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Old Oct 17, 2011, 04:14 AM
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Dear T

I know barely anything about you but I want to be with you all the time and receive your lovely maternal hugs. I look forward to our twice weekly sessions but when I'm with you I'm inarticulate and uncomfortable. Why can't I just talk like the capable adult I am IRL? It is all just so confusing and tiring. When I'm not with you I'm thinking about you and when I am with you it's hard, hard work. Sometimes I wish I'd never started this process and just taken my meds to put the veneer back over the rough bits. Hide it away until it all tumbles out again then take the meds again.

Nelliecat