I was normal, whatever normal is, before I was diagnosed with this.
Now every time I feel back to my old self- "normal" happy, creative, mind clearer, and more energy- not too too much but enough, I start getting hypo-manic and then manic, sometimes delusional.

The family gets concerned and it all goes down hill from there . I really spin out of control fast each time I have an episode. The doc told me this happens but I didn't believe him.

Just not sure what normal is anymore. Of course it is different for everyone just like everything else in this world of human beings.