life is a system of moods, the younger you are the crazy your mood if mentally ill. Live fast die young is a quote that fit,s the bill. As you get older an your body has taken a pounding, a different mood accends. Some time,s of guilt for what you may or even may not have done. The crazy upper drugs an med,s you pumped in now giveway to AD,S an reflextion. this is the real cross roads, as when young many die an dont give a f*** what they leave behind. But older its a different ball game of loved ones an kids , LIFE,S A *****