Get help. Don't know where you live or what your finances or insurance is like but it does not matter. You are in a bad situation with feelings on the verge of unmanagable. If you have to, go to the fire department or the emergency department, be honest, and let them help you. Print out your post and take it with you if you have trouble expressing yourself. Even if you have to be hospitalized in a sh.thole, you will be safe from yourself and this ahole. People get paid to help people in situations such as yours. There is always a way out.
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