I'm not quite sure i'm understanding your full situation KUREHA.

I'm aware gang stalking is real.

...But...
Do you actually believe it's happening to you, or not? I'm just asking because you are following your doctors advice to distract yourself. Not saying that is bad or anything, by i'm assuming you either have a hint into that it's a delusion or you just trust your doctor?

No judging here! I'm just a bit confused, but I have been reading this thread.