Does this happen to anyone else? I have been on and off anti-depressants for years and whenever I've taken them previously I feel they lay a veneer of okay-ness over everything and I muddle along, not doing badly but not feeling quite like 'me'.

Since I started T I have such trouble getting all these emotions out there and the only time I find it 'easier' to do this is when I've forgotten to take the meds. I feel numb and nothingy most of the time really.

Don't know if it's just me and not the meds, maybe trust which is an issue of mine is the root of the problem or maybe I'm just finding excuses to not access painful places.

Has anyone got any thoughts on this?

Nelliecat