I have long had this sense of what I term the "goader" - it is an internal voice that tells me to do this or that and generally criticises me - so I guess this is the inner critic? I am not totally sure where it comes from, my father was pretty horrid to me as a child, so maybe that is where it comes from. I remember when I first started T, I had this sense of a protective bit, the vulnerable me and then this nasty side that said negative things to me - I even drew a picture explaining where they stood in relation to T - that was 12+ months ago and I haven't brought them up since. So I am wondering which bit is me now - or are all of them me?
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