I can believe my T. I do trust him explicitly. If he weren't coming, they're right, they wouldn't be allowed in my home to evaluate my needs.

It's the "enemy" of the insurance company reps (nurse and OT) actually coming into my home... you know? I'm inviting the enemy to see my stronghold

T has agreed that I'm just short of paralyzed by fear for this event, and will try and get it scheduled (and done) asap. I can't prepare for it, there's nothing I can do or change. It just is, the way I am. Out of my mind