((((Candy)))) What a dilemma! For me, it's the indecision that kills! What I have to be reminded of for my own situations is that nothing is permanent. I'm an adult and can change my mind as my situation changes.

You can too. Maybe ask yourself, "So what?" Not to minimize what you are going through, but to help you see all perspectives. So what if you stay and only work 20 hours a week right now? So what if you have to cut back on things for a bit till you know if you can work 30 hours? So what if you begin to feel sick and have to change situations again? Can't you always go to your sisters? Later on?

Yes, there are consequences and payoffs for each decision. Please realize it isn't the end of the world... whatever you decide for yourself NOW, will be the right decision for yourself NOW. Ok? ((((hugs))))