My GP doesn't think I'm acutely depressed right now. My diagnosis is Recurrent Depression. Does that mean that I'm not in the midst of a Major episode right now, but could be experiencing chronic symptoms? [As I have done all my life.] That's my interpretation anyway.
I sure as heck don't feel good today.
I feel really vulnerable today.
After all the uncertainty of the past year, I know now that I am keeping my job, but now most of the excitement and drama of the branch closures has mostly passed, I feel empty and lost. I feel a loss, but I'm not sure what of.
I just felt so low and miserable most of the time at work this afternoon.
I feel tearful, but my mind is swirling too fast to cry.
I feel really 'Borderline' today, and I don't like it.
I just need to feel less alone, please.
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