I am going to look for a support group. Were not good at groups but it would at least be something.

We got two emails from T this morning.
She said they had a bad wk there ( w/ the person she is taking care of).
Also says shes now living at a stone age place with no internet so she can only get emails when she drives all the way over to the internet cafe which is kinda far.
So .... ****.

But she said we are in her heart and she thinks of us every day
Which was nice to hear. She said to imagine her holding our hand.
Thats hard to imagine any more tho.. We cant remember hiw it felt...2 months has gone by so slow
She said she hope to call us this week.

Just need her to come home.