I told I was stable about a month ago and now I have been weighed down with depression for the past week or so. I start out fine and then boom the afternoon hits and I am down in the dumps. Then this leads to a cry fest and pity party almost every evening.

I am fairly new to Bipolar II (maybe rapid cycling) but this can't be what life is for a Bipolar person. Is it always such a struggle everyday?

I figure my meds need to be adjusted (going to p-doc this week) and I go to therapy once a week. I am impatient person and I just want to feel better.

Sorry to rant, but I just need to talk to people who actually understand what I am going through.