[EDIT: this post is about another online person who recently blew me off and was talking to me for a while]
I see the pattern they befriend me and then totally ignore after a while. I guess that they don't see that I have feelings too. OR they found better and they were just using me til better comes along, how heartless. Oh well I should be use to it by now cause this is how I was treated by most people! At this point this issue makes me want to take my life.
This I can say, if taking my life was not against my spiritual beliefs I would have taken it long ago. But the tempation to take my life is so very strong. Why live when I can't keep a friend.