i to am a deep thinker! i start to assume things or second guess. i think thoughts like that are normal. my husband does it all the time he says theres things he would like to experience but since we are married he feels he cant. as a womens standpoint, a married one, what does ur marriage mean to u, is it ok to sacrafice ur marriage to try different sexual things that u werent able to do while u where single. or mayb its because ur wife had more experiences than u did?

thinking and doing are completely differenta. thought like that are normal. good communication is the key and honesty. mayb discussing how u feel with ur wife?

i hope all goes well and u feel a lot better about the situation