i think i know what i wanna do (study a course) but whether i will be able to do it or not ill see. but it still leaves me with the question what is the point in life the reality is im going to die in the end anyway so why go through all the torment of life if it ends the same. I know this question has no definite answer.

i am a person with ambition that is chained to the floor making it impossible to move