So, I went to see the new pdoc.
We talked a little. And she already had spoke w/ my T.
She said along w/ my Borderline she feels like it would be best to treat me for Bipolar II. Thinks the Lacmictal she prescribed will help with my mood swings.
Still leaving me on Effexor and Seroquel. (Upped the seroquel)
I am just trying to hold myself together.
Said to myself "Dx doesn't really matter, getting me on meds that will make me feel good does."
But, I also am just trying to tell myself it will all be okay when I have such huge doubts.