Ya the depression is lifting for 3 days then it goes back down.
Yesterday I laid in bed ALL day and ate 3 ritz crackers. And that's how it's been.

I think my tdoc is getting annoyed. Like I should be making progress already. I don't think he understands, idk but sometimes I do.

I feel like I'm too difficult for him and I'm just waiting for him to refer me out. I actually can't believe he hasn't already. He said last week 'oh I think ur getting better!'. Um no, that's only cause I was having some up days.

My pdoc. I c in 2 wks. I called a diff 1, they don't take ins and want $380 for initial exam!
I guess I could call other ones or maybe I should make er appt with pdoc.

I don't know. I'm just laying in this damn bed crying. I can't even shower...my tdoc will appreciate that tomm...