(((((((((Scorpiosis)))))))))))

I'm sorry your T wasn't there for you today in the way you needed and wanted her to be. From all you've shared before about her, I hope this is something you can work out and that any rupture heals quickly between you and she returns to being the support and help you need especially right now with so very much going on in your life

As far as the 'this isn't the first time' comment, I really don't like it when anyone does that. Whether it is the first time for feeling something, the second or the hundredth there are always other things going on as well that make it not 'the same'; and in any case you still need help and support with it or you wouldn't be there.