This week continues to prove to be a terrible week. I hate drama and of course, it loves to find me. This time it's ridiculous high school drama revolving around my ex. He's going around and spreading lies about our break up. He's not taking responsibility for breaking up with me, he's basically pinning the blame onto me. I know this is trivial crap but that doesn't mean it still doesn't bother me.

I don't know how to regard the situation. What do I do if he talks to me? I eat lunch in a different classroom because I can't handle being in large groups of people and he used to come in there to eat with me, now he's there still even though we're not together anymore. So not only is he spreading lies but he's invading the areas that are supposed to be my calming safe zones. Him being in there really, really causes my anxiety level to spike.

I feel terribly hurt, especially because he was a total... Well, I'm not going to let myself swear on here but you get the picture. He really hurt me and now he's hurting me more.

Like I said, I don't know what to do. How do I manage the anxiety that comes with this? How do I handle the situation at school if people ask me questions? Or worse, if he tries talking to me? He said he wanted to stay friends, which isn't going to happen, especially not now. He's a total jerk and I don't need this kind of stress on top of going through a medication change and heightened symptoms.

*sigh* Okay, rant done with. I really hope one of these days coming up I'll catch a break. Dx

In other news, I might be getting an IEP again rather than a 504. I think it'll be a good thing, because then I'll have a case manager I can go to during times like these, rather than bother my school's guidance counselor all the time.

Anyways, some help and advice would be lovely. Thanks in advance.