Now I've gone from mad, to scared, to sad, to depressed, to sobbing. I dk why but I feel duped. Trust is a big issue for me (I trust no one!) so maybe that is why but I just feel awful and like such a fool for beginning to trust T and that T knows what they are doing. I am terrified it has all been a waste and I will be worse off going forward. You guys may see this as a seemingly minor annoyance but I am really upset. I know if this second attempt at T does not work out I will never try again and will just feel like an even bigger fool for hoping it would be of any benefit.

Sorry for the whining....