I don't have kids. I think I would be a horrible mother. I just can't see myself going on playdates, getting involved in sports, helping with homework. I'm at the point it is so hard to "do things" that I am out of work. I started running around in circles at work and not get anything done. That went on for about a year before i went totally out of control last month and ended up in the hospital. Lately I have been putting on makeup but, yeah, it's very difficult.