My symptoms are getting worse all the time. I get the urge to just run and get away from work. Nothing triggers it, just happens and escalates. The clonazepam is the only thing that keeps me employed. Sometimes I can't get up and go in so I call in sick. Unfortunately, I've used all my sick time up now and can't afford not to go in.
This is the longest I've stayed at a job in a very long time. Every day I wonder if it will be my last.
Mary Alice
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