ygrec, i am so happy for you. ever since you returned to pc i sensed a positive change/contentment in you. this was before your revalation recently. i'm so glad u shared this growth in therapy and you are ridding yourself of bondage for many repressed feelings. it is difficult at times but well worth the journey. i too find therapy has aided me in peeling the layers of the onion. no age is too late for that! anyway simply put, i'm glad you're here with us at pc.