I should of titled it Retroactive jealousy, nevermind. Didn't realise how long I wrote until its posted.
Thanks for you reply. I don't want to sacrifice the marriage to try different sexual things elsewhere, would rather try it with my wife. She even mentioned as a fantasy she would like seeing me shag another woman, but she stressed FANTASY. Another weird thing is if I watch porn it takes my mind of the fact I havent had experience like a kind of therapy but I try not to watch it and would rather watch it with my wife which only happens once in a blue moon. We even talked about us going to a stripclub but started saying not good involving third parties into the relationship. And she used to always say if i ever go to a stripclub then thats like cheating and will split up which I think is a harsh way of looking at it but just ignored her after her rant.
The other week she kind of mentioned she is a slut I thought bloke dont marry sluts then she said she is not a slut but a wannabe slut although I didnt know how to take it but I said she is MY slut. As a woman viewpoint is that she has been trying to exaggerate her sexual past to me?
Sometimes I could be ok and certain things like this may sometimes trigger some retroactive jealousy or envy that she has had a more sexual past than me. Maybe she gets off on the power of it all.