I don't feel bad, but am sorry. My husband says-that's not you talking or doing these things, it's the BP. If you are taking your meds, therapy, exercise, yoga you are trying to stay well, that's the best you can do.
Plus when I do feel good I am extra nice and treat him well-cooking special meals, listening to him talk about his work, and "quality time"-if you get my meaning!
I am grateful to have him.