*hug* That kind of apathy is a big sign of depression for me personally. I don't know if it's the same for you, but... reacting with an appropriate emotion to a given situation should still be happening. If you're feeling so numb you can't even cry when you should, that isn't 'normal' either and you might want to bring it up the next time you see your pdoc. It could be something as simple as you need your meds tweaked some.