Dear T,
I dont know what is going on but my imagination is running wild since you have not called. Are you punishing me? Did i hurt your ego that much choosing to get a little therapy from pdoc? What else can this be? I say i want to work on my anxiety with him and you end up saying that i dont need to see you then and now you arent returning my calls. i took it back. i said i didnt want to see him if it meant not seeing you. doesnt that account for anything? it was the very next day. i told you i made a bad decision, that it was based on you misinforming me. i made it clear that if it meant not seeing you, choosing between the two of you, i chose you. but you made it seem i could do both. andthen you yanked the rung out from under me when i made my choice. and now you are not calling me. and i am going crazy waiting for you to do so to let me know it is all alright and you arent holding my choice against me and you are not mad at me and you are still going to see me. why dont you call?