If we change the name to something like --Daily Check In-What would you tell your T Today--- then we could get away with the social aspects as well because i tell T what is going on with me socially. Our other option to keep it judgement free is to speak with more feelings about what is going on with our lives...lol.

So I have been feeling powerless over my new baby grandson. He has been stuck in the hospital because his bilirubin count is too high. Poor little guy had to lay with only a diaper under this cool blue light for two days, only coming out for feedings. I was freezing in the room. But i have been cold at the house too. wonder if it is my clonodine making me cold because my daughter and son in law are complaining its to hot. But baby did great overnight and they get to come home today.

My T still has not called me. I feel like i am being punished for wanting to work with pdoc. I dont want to call again but it is getting hard not to. The worry is distracting me from my trip. i feel like T is trying to teach me a lesson. But all this seems like such warped thinking. why would T do such a thing? He is just busy and normally doesnt return calls, thats our thing. Frustrated.