
Treehouse
I've been struggling too, I should be at work and must go after this post.

focus is hard when struggling.
can I tell you something?
-- one time I had a therapist that said he would have to call the authorities on my mother-- I felt shock and hatred towards the T.!! and at the same time confusion... as a part of me knew he was right....
yet...
another part of me couldn't go there..... that woman didn't deserve that, did she?.... so confusing-- it was easier to be upset with the T. than to be upset with the mother.....
maybe your T. is expressing a "truth" that is hard for you to grasp?... just guessing here.....
I hope you find some peace and comfort... in the sunshine, the golden autumn leaves, the brisk air... whatever can give YOU some peace for the moment.
got to run now... I'm so late!
fins