oneredrose

as you say, your paranoia is full steam ahead so maybe it is not as bad as you think. funny how our minds work to make things the worst they possibly can be. but i am right there with you. i believe i have f'd things up so bad with T that he is never going to see me again and every day i just imagine the pic getting worse and worse.

hang in there and hopefully things will not play out as bad as you think they will.